śuniyā vallabha-bhaṭṭa haila nirvacana
ghare yāi' mane duḥkhe karena cintana
ghare yāi' mane duḥkhe karena cintana
Synonyms
śuniyā-hearing; vallabha-bhaṭṭa-Vallabha Bhaṭṭa; haila-became; nirvacana-speechless; ghare yāi'-returning home; mane-in the mind; duḥkhe-unhappy; karena cintana-began to consider.
Translation
Hearing this, Vallabha Bhaṭṭa was speechless. He returned home greatly unhappy and began to consider thus.
TEXTS 110-111
"nitya āmāra ei sabhāya haya kakṣā-pāta
eka-dina upare yadi haya mora vāt
tabe sukha haya, āra saba lajjā yāya
sva-vacana sthāpite āmi ki kari upāya?
SYNONYMS
*nitya*-daily; *āmāra*-my; *ei*-this; *sabhāya*-in the assembly; *haya*-there is; *kakṣā*-pāta-defeat; *eka-dina*-one day; *upare*-on top; *yadi*-if; *haya*-are; *mora*-my; *vāt*-words; *tabe*-then; *sukha*-happiness; *haya*-is; *āra*-and; *saba*-all; *lajjā*-shame; *yāya*-goes; *sva*-vacana-my statement; *sthāpite*-to establish; *āmi*-I; *ki*-what; *kari*-shall adopt; *upāya*-means.
TRANSLATION
"Every day I am defeated in this assembly. If by chance I am one day victorious, that will be a great source of happiness for me, and all my shame will go away. But what means shall I adopt to establish my statements?"